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Pyramid [Mar. 25th, 2010|09:58 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |determined]

Earthquakes can't shake us, cyclones can't break us.
Forever we'll stay, just like a pyramid.
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Yes or No? [Oct. 15th, 2009|02:44 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]
[Current Music |good girls go bad]

I feel like giving up everything. Yes or No?
Should I or should I not?
Damn.
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Kudos to me. [Sep. 25th, 2009|10:53 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |aggravatedaggravated]

I read some old stuff and started feeling pissed all over. I regretted not shooting her fucking round head off with what was kept inside of me.
I hate being misunderstood, I h8 her. Feel so childish but I still h8 being misunderstood! fuck.
Drea's right. That bitch has a down syndrome face and I'm sure to kill her soon.
Gonna make her step on my toes soon. Cunning me but I love.
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Spray love [Sep. 20th, 2009|12:44 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

I feel so happy because I'm so gonna spend the first year anniversary alone because my boyf is going for lion dance!
So excited, like seriously.
Fuck you.
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Somehow [Sep. 17th, 2009|12:05 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |disappointeddisappointed]

You are someone who is very stubborn and contradicting.
You know what you're doing is gonna disappoint me big time, upset me.
Yet, you still do it, knowing what my reaction would be.
You'd apologise after it, yes.
But what's the point of apologising when you don't want to change and keep on doing it?
Tell me, what do you really want?
Tell you what, just quit school and fucking flunk your N level's.
Bye.

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Heart like me [Sep. 16th, 2009|06:14 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |draineddrained]
[Current Music |masterpiece]

I've been studying so hard, I neglected hours of sleep that I'm supposed to have. Why in the world do we have to go through all these hours of sufferings and take the O levels Examination?
I feel so drained out, so tired. Lastly, tmr's POA Paper 1 and another Science paper to end this misery.
Ok, maybe just for a day and then back to hardcore studying becoz O level's is just like a month away. Wish me luck.


Toodles, Honeypies.


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The bitch on the beach [Sep. 12th, 2009|02:15 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |discontentdiscontent]
[Current Music |knock you down]



Oh, how I miss the beach, the waters, and the sand in my toes with the sun shining down brightly on me.
How I wish that my boyf would acc me to the beach at least once, just for me, even more.
I just miss the beach, full stop.
 
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change to blogger [Apr. 19th, 2009|04:38 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]

www.divulgedselfhood.blogspot.com

not using lj so often,daph asked me to use bloggerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
me feeling farkinq hot nw worx.

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ZOMGGGGGGGG [Apr. 19th, 2009|12:06 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |blankblank]
[Current Music |hot n cold]

YESTERDAY WENTA TOWN AND U KNW WHAT?
GOT CAUGHT BY HSA SO 30 BUX FLYFLY AND NEEDA GO FOR COUN-SI-LING.
FKING UNLUCKY ALL THANKS TO THAT STUPID INDIAN GUY FKING NASTY.

BUT NVM.KNW WHY?COZ I HEADED BACK TO YISHUN 755 TO MEET BABYBOY.
THEN DREASSY,BEA AND KAT CAME TO SURPRISE ME W A PRESENT.
ITS A PHOTO ALBUM WHEREBY THEY COMPILE ALL OUR PICZ TGT.SO DARN SWEET!
GOT VINCENT'S PHOTOS ALSO KNW!LUVV YOU 3 BABYGIRLS TO B-EEEEEEEEEEEEE-T-S:))))))))))))))))


OH,TMR IS MY B'DAY.
HSA AH HSA:(
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EXCITED. [Apr. 18th, 2009|11:24 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |happyhappy]
[Current Music |circus]

ME GOING TOWN FOR E2MAX @ CINE SOON W AMANDA YANFEN DREASSY BEA AND KAT.AND SOME MORE PEOPLE I THINK.
WONDER IF YEEXIN AND YANNTORNG GOING.MAYBE SHUWEN TOO?HAHAHAHAHAHA.SO EXCITED.
THEN WILL BE GOING BACK YISHUN AROUND 6 PLUS TO MEET BABYBOY.
KNW WHY TODAY PLANS SO COOLIO?BCOZ ITS FOR BEA AND MY BIRTHDAY.
NICE OR WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
2 MORE DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY CAN'T WAIT.








VINCENTLIM TREAT ME VERY GOOD THESE FEW DAYS.
AND I REALISED HE CAN'T STAND ME BEING SO CRAZY TGT W DREA AND BEA LAST NIGHT @ 755.
LUV HIS CLASSIC EXPRESSIONS.AHAHAHAHAHH.
AND HE CAUSED MY INSOMNIA ON A THURSDAY NIGHT COZ HE SNOREZ LIKE A PIG.HAHAHAHAHAH.
AD LUCAS SO ADORABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG.
VINCENT,LETS HAVE A DAUGHTER,HEHEHEHEHE.
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what only [Apr. 16th, 2009|07:55 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]

ME GOING OUT TO MEET VINCENT SOON HOPE I WON'T GET TOO TIRED DURING SPEECH DAY PERFORMANCE TMR
COS I AIN'T GONNA GET SLEEP TONIGHT I GUESS AND I WONDER WHATS GONNA HAPPEN ON SATURDAY.
WONDER WHAT VINCENT'S GONNA BUY FOR ME BUT ON SECOND THOUGHT,IF HE'S ABLE TO ACCOMPANY ME ON SATURDAY I'LL BE CONTENT ENOUGH.
BUT YET AGAIN,HE'S BROKE NOW.WON'T EXPECT MUCH FROM HIM BUT MAYBE HE'S BROKE COS HE BUY PRESENT FOR.........
AIYA.FUCK LA.DON'T THINK SO MUCH HAZEL.
VINCENT LOVES YOU ^^
ME EATING DINNER NOW BYE SUCKERZ.
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contradicting. [Apr. 15th, 2009|10:44 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]

I AM VERY HAPPY THESE FEW DAYS AND ESP TODAY COS VINCENT LIM TREAT ME VERY GD AND WE GOOD SAMARITANS.
WE GOT 2 BUX TODAY.FREE ON THE GROUND HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
TMR GOING VINCENT'S HOUSE STAY.YAY.BYE.
OMG,SPEECH DAY SYF SO BORING.
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3rd post of the day. [Apr. 12th, 2009|11:28 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |sadsad]

I got my pedicure today.did nailart.sian.
I went out for cdl project,did a little then gave up.slacked w mingjie and black dog tgt w drea and bea for awhile at 755.
then amanda har hao xue came w yeexin fangying and yanfen.laughed hardcore w all of them,made my day.
ate at mac w amanda har hao xue and yanfen and melvin and talk cock and do nothing and play w yanfen's slippers.damn lame.
then then take stupid fuck face picz cannot stop disturbing them damn funny.k i can't sleep so i'm blogging.
knw why i can't sleep?





















vincent slept ages ago and i haven't hear his kiss so i cannot sleep:(
miss him badly haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz >:(


see?yanfen the red indian got 3 pairs of eyes in one of the picz and amanda har hao xue seriously got hideous face.hehehehe.

aiya.i really miss vincent lim yong sheng alot right now>:(
i can't sleep i'm love sick and i'm suffering from insomnia.

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art marine life [Apr. 12th, 2009|11:46 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |busy]

ZOMG LOOK AT HOW VINCENT LIM YONG SHENG AND I LOOK LIKE 6 MONTHS AGO ZZZZ
HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.FREAKING FUNNY AND HILARIOUS.OMGOMGOMGOMG.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.BEE,I LUV UR FACE LIKE THIS SO HIDEOUS AND ADORABLE!
I LUV:)
SHIT VINCENT LIM YONG SHENG'S NOT GONNA TALK TO ME AFTER HE SEES THIS.HAHA
BUT DAMN FUNNY!


*DON'T BOTHER LOOKING CUZ ITS ALL FOR ART,MR SELVAM BE HAPPY PLEASE :D*



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All around the world. [Apr. 12th, 2009|10:05 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |love story]

Yesterday is couples quarrel day.damn stupid and nonsensical.shall not,i repeat,and will not talk about it anymore.
and then then then l8r at night going 755 w bea,drea and maybe amanda har haoxue(haven't msg her,yikes!) for bball.
before that will be doing cdl project.damn,i swear idk what to do for cdl project.oh,and i got 15/20 for my maths test!
and and its been hours since 11pm last night that my heart or whatever it is stopped hurting.nice.

and and ytd i played w bananas.very fun to play.k i tell u what happened k.
after dinner with vincent lim yong sheng my heart started to hurt and then very pain and uncomfotable and damn bloated.
then he asked me to eat fruits so i bought a banana and started to play pretend.
vincent lim yong sheng paying money when he turn back i shoot him.hahahhaha!so goddamn funny.
then at night challenge psp w stupid zhenting then he say lose go buy one banana.
and he lost but he fking deny.omg.then ask people help me buy one banana,which obviously is sold cos i just bought it.
they go and buy one big bunch of bananas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha.funny like shit i swear.
so peggy started playing banana bomb.damn gross.yucks.hahahaha!
you knw what?i'm gonna buy bananas l8r again when i'm going 755.damn fun.

and i miss vincent lim yong sheng.ytd before i sleep he said he miss me alot.i miss you too vincent lim yong sheng.hehehehe.
oh,and luv you too.

crazeeeee peepelCollapse )
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absence,empty promises. [Apr. 11th, 2009|02:15 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |numbnumb]

HEART VERY PAIN NOW AND CRYING DOESN'T HELP IT AT ALL.
CRYING BECAUSE I QUARRELED WITH VINCENT LIM YONG SHENG AND ITS VERY PAINFUL NOW.
I CAN'T BREATHE I FEEL LIKE I AM DYING SOMEONE SAVE ME.
I THINK I SHOULD GO SEE THE DOCTOR TMR.
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Nobody but Vincent:) [Apr. 10th, 2009|11:31 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |excitedexcited]
[Current Music |starstruck - lady gaga]

Me had lotsa fun ytd.after achievers went to fetch norris and nicoll.ate dinner at home.
then went to 755 meet amanda har hao xue and lim yanntorng and oneheart and fangying dog(inside joke)
then vincent lim yong sheng last min come meet me and he play bball v long then crap alot with the other 4 dogs.
hahahaha.funny.then sleepover at vincent lim yong sheng's house.
i tell you we'd both make a gr8 couple,which,we alr are.
after bathing we lie down on the bed and then sleep.before that i complained i was hungry but he sleep alr so i sleep.
then morning wake up at 7 brush teeth sleep again.wake up at 10 plus then eat laksa.
perspire like dog then go home bathe again then sleep again!wah,eat and sleep sia.
then noon wake up watch gossip girl.finish season 1 episode 10 alr.nice.then watch live telecast from expo service easter drama.
vincent lim yong sheng say very funny cos damn fake.if not why call drama right stupid.
then i take picz w him very funny.so much fun w him.ok la,not much cos all the time sleep then never see him also.
i don't perfect the art of sleeping with my eyes open ok stupid.
then had kfc for dinner.confirm grow fat.tmr gg escape after art w peoplez.
vincent lim yong sheng also going.minghang w peggy and aiya.what if the other two quarrel infront of us tmr?
thats gonna dampen my mood i swear.aiya.me tired again.shit.i cannot become pig like vincent lim yong sheng.
and i call him pig egg but pigs dont lay eggs:(



pig eggs hereCollapse )
oh yeah.see me and my cute vincent lim yong sheng dont curse me or be jealous k hahahahhahhaa
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Studying reading learning writing singing tiring! [Apr. 6th, 2009|10:00 pm]
Hazel
Busy with school work busy darn plain busy.I wish I could laugh without troubles like how norris is laughing now.
The stress level is increasing without sparing a thought for me.
And in a blink of an eye,O's are gonna be here and I don't know if I can make it through because I think I'm not serious enough.
But I think I am working very hard alr.harder than what I expected myself to be.
But to some teachers,its still not enough and I'm dying soon I think.
Everyday confirm end sch later than 4pm.tmr I'm gonna let down my hair after achievers I swear.
Gonna slack at home w vincent.relaxing I swear.can play wrestling with him then forget all the stress i'm currently facing now.
And being a girl just sucks big time.You hafta go through so much pain.
And when your monthly period comes,you experience cramps and backaches and moodswings.
Moodswings so severe that it nearly cost me my r/s :(

SYF on the 21st,a day after my b'day.
Speech Day on the 17th.
End of this month must have 7 pages of art prep work and I'm only at the half of 2nd page.
Cool?
Not.Mr Selvam's gonna kill me.
But don't k?Me dying soon.
Somemore supposed to do maths today but mummy leong never come 4/10 find me then I hafta rush to choir.
Damn.she's gonna scold me during maths tmr.brace yourself heyzhu.
And me miss amanda har haoxue liaoz.
love you babyboy:)
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hot stuffffffffffff.pfffffffffff [Apr. 4th, 2009|10:01 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |sadsad]

Today is saturday.Yesterday is Friday.Tmr's Sunday.The day after tmr is Monday.
And I can't meet vincent cos he's so darn busy these few days.
Tho I feel its uncalled for la,but still let him be.If not he say I don't understand him.
And nth will happen to us if we never meet for days,right?
But if he's sick I really won't let him go.
Sick still must go,then the person must be inhuman.

And I'm having cramps after cramps.So damn unlucky these few days.
Ytd had speech day rehearsal.Don't feel like going to the full dress on wednesday.
Wa.............................................lao.
If i go means i can't meet vincent on weds.
weds and fri is our only free time then like this.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz:(
Tues only can meet after my achievers then he also like not free.
Why like this?:(
Fuck,feel like crying.
Fuck you everyone.
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This world,my love for you. [Apr. 2nd, 2009|09:32 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |scaredscared]
[Current Music |yesterday - leona lewis]

I'm afraid still,deep down inside my heart.
People often say that during the 6-7 months period in a r/s is full of obstacles and vulnerable.
But I've alr tried my best to not let this thing happen because i don't wanna suffer heartbreaks that are uncalled for.
No matter how hard I tried,there'd always be something that both of us would be unhappy about.
You frightened me that night so much,till I'm even more afraid of you leaving me.

You claim that you're really not gonna leave me.
Yes,I'll believe and the trust is building up inside of me slowly each and everyday.
Guess I'll just have to cherish every moment I have with you now.
I love you.
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muffinz [Mar. 30th, 2009|08:40 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |gloomygloomy]
[Current Music |poker face]

can't read my can't read my no you can't read my poker face
like how i can't read your mind and heart.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz :(
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Can't you just open up to me? [Mar. 30th, 2009|08:04 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |still dreaming - silverstein]

Things are not going smooth for me at all.
Why,do I always feel like i'm in a single-party r/s?
Why isit that I always feel that I'm a bother to you?
Why is it that you always have to make me feel this way?
Why is it that you're not asking me out anymore?
Why is it that you've stopped taking initiatives anymore?
Why do you always keep things from me?
Why are you not sharing,telling me anything?
Why won't you give me a chance to be there for you when you're feeling down?
Why,I keep asking myself.
Questions and truth that I never wanna know.
Truth that I never want to reveal to myself.

Am I a bother to you?
Am I so irritating that you can't wait to get rid of me?
Am I not your girlf anymore?
Am I or am I not,I keep asking myself.

Maybe I really am running away from reality.

Or,do you not love me anymore?:(
And,do you even really miss me?:(
Don't say yea.Bcoz I know its not the truth.
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Snow fall down. [Mar. 29th, 2009|06:42 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |cheerfulcheerful]
[Current Music |never ever]

Wenta snow city,slide,snowball fights and  and photo taking!so fun.
I printed 5 photos will zap them into comp soon.
Damn cold I swear.minus 47 deg ok!

P.S Norris got frostbite.hahahaha.


Me miss my boyf:(

Oh,too bad.
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Over space and time. [Mar. 29th, 2009|11:46 am]
Hazel
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]
[Current Music |angel - leona lewis]

Have you ever come across blogs owned by people who don't behave and speak like their age?
Often contradicting themselves and commenting about people which would indirectly insult themselves.
However they often don't notice this point and continues to do so.

Well,I have.And I just read their blogs.and seriously,I don't see why there's a need for all these uninvited troubles.
And didn't you guys claim that you love each other so much and would never want to break friendships?
So do you actually think by calling each other nasty names would help improve your friendship and the bond?
Do you actually think you're changing for your friends,which you claimed,when you continuously abuse the usage of vulgarities at them?
Do you?
And it seems so nonsensical.Like,seriously.You people are seriously not taking every word that you say and tell each other seriously.
A promise is really a promise and it really would hurt when the other party don't keep his/her word.

Well,this issue really got me thinking of the past.
I've gone through the pain of losing a friend,or maybe,friends.But i know these people are people whom i can never trust.
A moment ago,they claim that they are the ones whom you can pour your troubles to.
But when tongues start wagging,they cannot resist the temptation and speak ill of you behind your back.
Then,they'd scourge for people who shares the same views about you and get together to bring you down.
And you know what?I'd never ever forget this incident that happened to me and I swear upon my grave,what goes around comes around.
This whole thing just seemed absurd and everytime i come across similar incidents happening to others,there's this fire inside of me rising up.
I feel like kicking that person,slapping her till her face turns red similar to that of a monkey's ass.
I'd kick her in the vagina.even though that person might be fatter than me but lemme tell you.
When a person hates that person so much and is so angry and furious,she'd do anything.
The more you stare,the more I'd tolerate,the more anger will build inside of me,the more vicious I'd be when its payback time.
Payback time-when i cannot tolerate anymore.
I'd shame you like how you did to me,I'd call you names like how you called me names,I'd fucking do anything to bring you down.
And you will never know how much I detest you.


Going to snow city soon :)
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I'm nothing to you. [Mar. 27th, 2009|11:55 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |sadsad]
[Current Music |my life would suck without you - kelly clarkson]

You got me so pissed,I barely remember any fun i had just now,sadly.
You're the only one who can make me crazy and happy for one moment and sad and teary eyed the next.
Well,guess i'm just insanely in love with you.
But sadly,i don't feel that you actually feel the same towards me.
Why?
Isit so shameful?
Isit so troublesome?
Is it?
Sigh.................................................................................................................................................................................
I know, I know.I have to understand and tolerate you AT ALL TIMES.
I CANNOT SHOW MY EMOTIONS.TYPICAL.I KNOW.

Metup with amanda and friends at 600 plus in the evening.cute bunch of crazy hyper girls.
Went to mac awhile to meetup w drea,crys,bea.went home.
Yeah,and alone.
Might as well don't reply.
Thanks ah.
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PISSED. [Mar. 27th, 2009|03:18 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

YOU FUCKING NEVER TOLD ME YOU WERE NOT MEETING ME.I REPEAT,NOT MEETING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I RUSHED HOME THE MOMENT I WAS DISMISSED AND FUCKING RUSHED THROUGH EVERYTHING.
JUST TO FUCKING MEET YOU!EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY A FEW MERE HOURS BCOS YOUR LION DANCE GF CALLING YOU.
RIGHT?!

WHY AM I DOING SO MANY THINGS FOR YOU?
JUST TO SEE YOU,JUST TO SPEND TIME WITH YOU,AND THIS IS WHAT I GET.
OH YEAH,NOT TO FORGET,YOU WERE THROWING YOUR TANTRUMS.

SERIOUSLY.FUCK ALL YOUR NONSENSE.

AND NOW I REALLY THINK YOU FUCKING DON'T MEAN IT WHEN YOU SAY YOU MISS ME.
AND YOU DONT SAY YOU DO MISS ME UNTIL I ASK YOU.RIGHT?!
I FUCKING WILL NOT MISS YOU SO MUCH ANYMORE.

AND THIS IS THE FUCKING FIRST TIME YOU FUCKING PISS ME OF TILL I CANNOT FUCKING STOP CRYING.

FUCK.

YOU KNOW WHAT?I EVEN HAPPILY SHOUTED I AM MEETING MY BOYF AFTER SCHOOL WHEN I WAS DISMISSED.
YOU SEE,THE POINT IS,HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A GIRL WANTING SO MUCH TO JUST SEE HER BF?
DO YOU?!
THATS BECAUSE OS YOUR INSENSITIVENESS.LET ME REPEAT,INSENSITIVENESS.
EGO TOO BIG,NOT WILLING TO TAKE IN ANYTHING I SAY ABOUT YOU.
DON'T TELL ME WHAT SACRIFICES YOU MADE.COME,WE'LL SEE WHO MADE MORE  SACRIFICES.
FUCKING THINK ABOUT IT OK?!

I AM GOING FUCKING CRAZY NOW.
WHY'D YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO ME?!
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26th March. [Mar. 26th, 2009|07:30 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |exhaustedexhausted]

School's wearing me out,killing me,draining me of all my energy.have got no mood for 2.4 run tmr.
Think I'm gonna walk throughout.first time in my entire 16 years I'm gonna walk for my NAPFA 2.4:(((((((((((((
I'm not motivated,discouraged.and then,imeem seems to be hating me.not playing songs for me properly.
why?

Today is our 6 month.really,nth much.me went for extended,achievers and choir.left at 6 to fetch my brothers.
Screamed at them to shower,take in clothes,wash my undiesssssss.tired.
And I still have got a proposal to write and 100 over vocab words' definitions to look for.
Why is Raj torturing us?:((((((((((
Had science test today,think I can passssssssss.me hope because magnesium oxide is a basic oxide:)

Haiz.vincent lion dancing now and i'm left all alone at hme doing hmwrk on our 6 month...........


me sad.
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6 months. [Mar. 25th, 2009|11:07 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |disappointeddisappointed]

In another 50 mins is our 6 month anniversary.nothing much though.
I'm very excited.but vincent thinks that it isn't something thats worth to be so excited.
meaning,all these excitement and happiness inside of me is uncalled for.
Not allowed to do anything for him because he thinks he is embarrassing.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.i only just got to know bout this fact.
maybe being my boyf is embarrassing too.haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
nvm la,i will be happy and excited.but this time round,alone.

i am tired and i wanna eat porridge.oh,and i swear timhann's so sweet to mummy leong!
just like norris.luv it also when norris is being sucha sweety to everyone.
because he loves us.i suddenly miss norris so much.
everytime i come home,he's sleeping:(((((((((((((((((((

jiejie miss you norris.


lets just hope things would get better tmr.
see if you'd even take a look at me when you're dismissed from parade sq.
:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
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I wonder why am i feeling this way. [Mar. 23rd, 2009|08:54 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |calmcalm]

Choir prac today after achievers and extended.very exhausted.
I still have chinese and physics to be done.sian+exhausted.
Tired.shag.exhausted.sick.

Sitting in our groups during choir today.been 2 weeks since i went for prac not bcos i dint want to go.
but there was camp during the one week break.missed out on quite alot but happy that i could catch up.
but this doesn't bother me because i would always sing the three pieces together w kat during lessons.
a little noisy though.but we dint bother bout what other people would say.
rather the main point is,i still felt hurt sitting at that position,resting,and thinking of what vincent and me were like a month ago.
that afternoon 1 month back.ah,is two days after he told me that he dint feel like what he felt bout me before.
(ok la,yi si qian qian,he dint love me as much as he did back when we were like barely a month)
it hurts at that point when he told me.but i'm rather happy he tried to salvage things and now we're back on track.
but i guess it would take a very long time for me to stop thinking bout that incident,right?
everytime i enter the music room,this feeling starts to take over me.still hurts,still aches.
but its ok.i'm still as bubbly and cheerful and chirpy and noisy and kp as ever!me luv:)
I love you babyboy:)

ME LUVZX VINCENT LIM:)

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Never ever. [Mar. 21st, 2009|10:25 pm]
Hazel
[Current Mood |rejectedrejected]
[Current Music |never ever]



Those things that you said earlier were things that I want to hear last.or maybe never heard of.
Pierced right through my heart to know that I am a bother,that its troublesome with me around.
And it hurts even more when you don't care the least about me at all.
Don't you get all flustered and worried and panick when I tell you I'm not gonna be replying your texts and I'm gonna off my phone?
Don't you get the least bit worried?
Is replying 'why?' the most you can do?

Don't you even realise how am I supposed to understand you when you don't even wanna tell me what happen?
What do you think I am?genie?know everything that happened before you msged me?
Know what will happen tmr?
I ain't a genius and I need you to open up to me in order for me to understand you.
Don't you get this?

And today we're supposed to meet.thanks,really thanks a million.
I din't know you love to see me like this.I've alr tried my best to not make you any more unhappier.
I'm really at a lost now :((((((((((((((

Idk why the fuck I'm even tearing now.
Bye and fuck all these nonsense.

and anonymous,you fucking get a life and stop doing things that a 3 yr old kid would do.
Just fuck off.get me?
or you could use dictionary.com and paste this whole para in it and click on search.
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